Pausing for a moment
Today, life seems so urgent, real, and provocative. There’s some level of urgency to find the meaning of life, to find the person whom I suppose to be. My dream is still the same even though it has evolved in someway giving priorities and importance adding spices to my life.
Most of my high school friends are married, having children and having a promising career. They seemed to already have found the purpose of life: the person whom they suppose to be. Their attitude may still the same when a bunch of us meet again at a coffee shop at the mall the other day. Some are still talkative and joke with their usual dry humor. However, behind their high school attitudes, clearly they are all progressed in a lot of ways. I feel proud for them. I’m really glad that I still have them as my good ol’ friends.
To me, tomorrow may still seem uncertain. But hey, that’s life all about right! That’s the art of living. We all know that the direction is nothing but up, but the trick is figuring out if we are climbing the ladder that leans on the right wall. I think it is time for me to pause for a moment and analyze if I am leaning on the right wall.
It’s been eight years. Everybody seems to have racing ahead of me. I somehow feel blinded with their dusts, but yet I’m pausing for a moment.
Yes, pausing. For a moment.
1 Comments:
At 10:46 PM, rini tante said…
like u said b4, sometimes we have 2 go down the hill to get the highest peak. Ga banyak lho yang mikir about finding them self nor looking 4 the meaning of their life, sometimes some of them just live their life while their acctually don't have a clue what living is. (ehm...mudah2an spelling-nya bener)
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